I have yet to get used to writing down 2010 instead of 2009. Not that I do a lot of writing lately, but still. Anesthesia has taken its toll on my brain, so I do tend to forget a lot of things rather easily.
It’s a new day, and all throughout today, I was giving a lot of thought to 2009. The what-could-have’s, the could-have-been’s, etc. I know I shouldn’t regret any decision I made, because it’s already there. But I reflect on those so that I know better this time. Mistakes are lessons that are meant to be learned, and admittedly, there are some mistakes that I have made repeatedly. But, one thing I realized the past year is that I am not getting any younger. In half a year’s time, I will be 27, and that’s just 3 years shy of hitting the big three zero. I just want to have proven something before I hit that age. That said, I aim to stop wandering around and just going with the flow. I aim that this year will be the start of a new life..a new challenge to go to a direction for a better life, a better career, and most importantly, a better ME.
It won’t be an easy task, and a lot of sacrifices will have to be made. But then again, making sacrifices and getting good results in the end will all be worth it.