I was having a little chitchat over at Yahoo Messenger with Yuuki, and I was telling her about how I can’t forget this particular girl who tried to mess up my relationship with JC. She STILL constantly texts, and calls. Although JC doesn’t respond, it irritates me. Before I gave birth to Sanjo, I had several encounters with this girl. She would text me furiously nasty things, and she even told me that she won’t stop trying to get JC back. What a sl*t, right? I am so mad. It has never happened to me that I would carry a grudge against anyone. I’m just the type who gets mad easily but after 5-10 minutes, it just goes away. And the next day, I can treat you like nothing happened. But no, not this time. With this girl, it has been months and the anger inside me is still so intense. And it has never happened that I keep wishing to be able to hurt someone physically. I know it’s wrong, and it’s unhealthy. So if anyone can offer any advice on how I can let go of this anger and morbid thoughts, please, leave me a message, chat me up over at Yahoo or whatever. I just want to be free from all the anger and morbid thoughts running in my mind.

Mommy K presented me with this award yesterday. I should be posting this award and post the 10 things that make me happy. There’s more than 10 things that make me happy, considering that am really not that hard to please. I find a lot of things, people and events that make me smile. But I’ll try.

OK. Here goes:

1. Sanjo
2. Sabyn
3. Facebook (this is where me and my siblings and cousins communicate all the time)
4. Family
5. Paid Opportunities
6. Blogging
7. Friends
8. Bags
9. Shoes
10. Sweets

I am passing this award on to the 10 of my wonderful blogger friends:

1. Yuuki
2. Liz
3. Marose
4. Thet
5. Anna Monique
6. SanSan
7. C
8. Veronica
9. Rossel
10. Maxi

Happy Blogging!

I love that Cathy and Hermes are both out of the game now, but it tears me apart that the people left inside the house are the ones that I like most.

It’s heart-breaking that there is one housemate going to be voted out this week. It’s hard when it’s only 2 weeks away before the Big Night. So close, right?

But I am casting my votes for these 5 people who I think deserve to be in the BIG 5:

Strongest and Toughest Housemate

Hardworking and Dedicated Dad

Responsible Son

Strong-Willed and Smart Girl

Funny and True

I didn’t choose Jason to be part of the Big 5 because from Day 1, he has only shown himself as lazy and childish. He hasn’t proven anything to make him deserve to win. This isn’t a charity game, and not because he’s poor means he deserves to win. Just my two cents.